Too Close For Comfort 

I love being with people. At the same time, I hate it. I don’t want to get too attached to someone. I’m clingy. I get addicted to someone easily. I tell myself to stay away from others and to stop loving so completely because I know I will be hurt when they aren’t here for me. I grasp for a hand to hold and gasp for air to breathe but it’s not there. People are worth loving but it’s too risky for me. If you are close with me, I will love with all my heart but I’ll be too afraid to show it. I say this but I can’t help it. I know I’ll be unintentionally hurt by you but I’ll love you anyway.  I’ll cling onto your hand even if you hit me with it. 

Not great writing today. Sorry, I just felt like getting it out of my system. 

To my known three readers:

The first: Thank you for all you’ve done for me. I promise to try to change my mentality, in the future. I can’t now and I don’t know why. 

The second: I’m actually not sure if you read this but yeah. Thank you too. Even when you say you don’t know how to help me, you make me feel better. And your problems are worth worrying about to. Don’t undermine your obstacles.

The third: I love you. 

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